It Ends HereA Confessional EssayIt Ends Here
"Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it." Elizabeth Wurtzel-Prozac Nation: Young and Depressed in America
There are some things that we just don't expect to happen: I never expected, when I was twelve that by the age of fifteen I would give up on school and on life itself. I also didn't expect that at seventeen I would try to remedy this. I'm eighteen now, and I'm still having difficulty. I've lied to many people, including my mother, my therapist, and probably even my friends. These lies aren't pre-planned, nor are they
Echoes of a Silent MadnessListen... Listen now as the quiet consumes the mind The funeral silence at the end of timeEchoes of a Silent Madness
Such a waste, white petals on cold stone The ice of the night has removed the heart of the day Now it is the human mind that is the perfect prey
Alone, we are all alone- You are so cold,
The blood in your veins has turned into stone.
This swift razor kiss will tear me in two And split apart my pretty black heart And all along I knew that the demon was you...
Your hollow glass eyes interpret my every thought And as I dissapear into the back of your
The DeceptionOh, those saber-teeth.The Deception
Behind them reveals your sharpened tongue. The edges gleaming and thirsting for blood;
I have tried; I have tried to find myself within you. Only to return in disappointment from your indefatigable will.
Those emerald eyes so cold, will they petrify? They are dangerous, they will lock me in.
And what disaster do I owe? Have I not had enough of you, of her, of him? These people are deadly enough.
They do not have reverence for life, for love, for any emotion for that matter. They will kill you; they no longer care. Your
Changing TimesThe world is changing.Changing Times
The blind lenses of youth would never allow me to notice, but these fresh raw eyes of experience have taught me well.
Eight years ago is when it started.
Six days after my tenth birthday I’d heard of a massive attack- At the time, I didn’t pay much attention. I went to class and watched another world through the box in the top left hand corner of the room. The contents of that box were two, large emanating blocks.
On the side of one of those blocks I saw a burst of fire launch from its side. Panics, screaming, the collision of the two buildings;
Speech of a DiplomatI'm speaking quietly,Speech of a Diplomat
diplomatically,
sweetly using big words because small words just won't do they'll never let you know properly that I'm still angry with you angry at the things you put me through the damage you caused irrevocably you burned the proverbial bridge that stood between us bridging the gap connecting us even as we each made a stop that wasn't close to the other such unconscionable typical inexcusable behavior sealed by your damnable attitude that carefully closed that door you desecrated a temple &nbs
It wants you...Eyes closed, stuck in this moment... Hearing it beating louder and louder, It's getting hotter and hotter...It wants you...
Why is it here, this thing that beats? Why does it care, for things that are weak? Seeing things in pain, it just wants to help...
Why has it been healed, from your angelic touch that i felt? Why is it there, why does it feel? It's greater then it's ever been, feeling better and better everyday...
Why was it feeling good, dancing around until it feel down? Why, has this feeling come back when you came around? This feeling I can't explain... so amazing... s
In Love with LoveI'm suffering from conflicting thoughts there seems to be nothing that can be done i love to be in love but not by myself i hate the pain its causes but knows it will make me better I'm ready to jump on board but I'm afraid of falling through the cracks I'm afraid of not being caught but instead just having to break my own fall I'm wishing for a different way to love a calmer one instead of just falling blindly i want to feel love but feeling it only causes pain i know it can be soft and beautiful but i don't want to cry, shake and be filled with dIn Love with Love
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Progression-
Artistic
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"We are blind and live in our blind lives out of blindness, Poets are damned but they are not blind, they see with the eyes of angels."
-William Carlos Williams
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“I shall perish. I must perish in this deplorable folly. Thus, thus, and not otherwise, shall I be lost. "
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"We are blind and live in our blind lives out of blindness, Poets are damned but they are not blind, they see with the eyes of angels."
-William Carlos Williams
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"We are blind and live in our blind lives out of blindness, Poets are damned but they are not blind, they see with the eyes of angels."
-William Carlos Williams
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"We are blind and live in our blind lives out of blindness, Poets are damned but they are not blind, they see with the eyes of angels."
-William Carlos Williams
Lots of things and plenty of drama have kept life busy.. I wont bore you with the details.. aside from the fact that the drama's over now and life is on an upturn.. I'm assuming you're surviving life and keeping yourself occupied with many interesting movies/books/music. Speaking of music.. if you haven't already you need to hear more of Lady Gaga's music.. she's wow
Take care Brandon
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"I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again"
-Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat
CONGRADULATIONS!!!!
How are you going to celebrate?
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"We are blind and live in our blind lives out of blindness, Poets are damned but they are not blind, they see with the eyes of angels."
-William Carlos Williams
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"We are blind and live in our blind lives out of blindness, Poets are damned but they are not blind, they see with the eyes of angels."
-William Carlos Williams
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"That's what she said!" HA HA!
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